Back home in Brasil

Most of you know it was in Brasil on the Amazon river when I first realized that I was called to be a missionary. I remember the moment like it was yesterday - after a very long week at one of the churches in Brasil, we headed out on the river towards Marimarituba. As I meditated on God's word and looked out as we passed by different islands, God spoke to my heart saying that this is what He wants me to do with my life - and even though there had been times I questioned it, God always reaffirmed it. Although, I've always been afraid that one day He would take that away... And He hasn't... And I don't believe He ever will take this precious burden away from me. 

Honestly, I wasn't sure what this trip would be like. While Belém is in the north.... It isn't Santarém. While we still go out to villages - they are not the same. This is my first trip to Brazil with a team that isn't from my hometown church - and while I miss going with them and seeing Scotty & Jan, it has been a good couple of days. 

I read some of the other team members blogs. They commented on how different it is here - and how blessed we are, talked about firsts and such. I could talk about that... But that train left a good 8 years ago. (Haha). 

God amazes me. He amazes me by working though - and in spite of - my weaknesses. 

God amazes me by working though me even though I'm not as physically strong as the other members in my group. 

God amazes me by using the very people I came to share with to teach me something. 

God amazes me with his wonderful creation. 

God amazes me when he seeks and saves the lost. His sheep hear His voice. 

It amazes me that God would choose a small town girl who was doomed to have a life filled with sadness and headache, to go all over the world and tell of the good news He has given us. 

We are never too insignificant for God to use us, even if someone else thinks otherwise. 

I love Brazil with all my heart. I'm starting to believe that God actually gave me this desire and longing in my heart for Brazil - and it wasn't just me. These people need to hear about God's wrath, Christ's sacrifice, and God's love - just like I did. 

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Please keep our team in your prayers. We're heading back out to the jungle. 

The walks are very challenging for me. Pray that I may endure. 

Pray that Quilos and Brazilians will understand the message we bring. 

Pray for team unity and willingness to understand this brand new culture.

Pray that God might speak to the hearts of those who are lost. 

I met man in a village, and he had surgery and is still not yet very well. From my understanding, this sort of thing happens often. Pray for the health of the village.

Thank you! I'll try to post the next time I get internet! (No electricity out in the villages!!)